For, Evan.. You aren't mine||

Up aside a rough road..
I was walking bare foot..
Giving a chance to my mind's questions-
Its results, and it's roots!

Minutes ago what happened..
Kept flashing in my mind..

Seemed like my heart stopped beating;
And it was the end of Time..


I pushed away my life-
My Evan, Far away..
The aftermath, I had to bear..
Only Pain and Dismay..

What could I do?
When his happiness is all what matters..
Being with me would give him nothing..
But only make his dreams shatter!

A good life.. A perfect world..
That is what I chose for him;

A life with no sorrows..
Only happiness, regardless of the interim..


Thou shalt go ahead Evan..
And live thy life..
Forget my memories;
With the passage of time..

And I shalt keep you..
In my heart forever..

I believe- in my life,
I deserved you never!

My love for you shall never die..
And your name in my heart, will always shine..

But You shall live your life, afresh..
For, Evan..You aren't mine ||


- Irene S