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Passing by the memory lane,
There comes a time
Moments that you once lived,
Framed into a rime

Words and promises
That were given to be broken;
When has your conscience,
Ever been awoken?

The urges and the requests..
When you promised for eternity
A Blandish, it always was
.. What was that insanity?

His hand on my shoulder
And rage in your eyes..
My faults and my wrongs,
.. And I did, realize

A love that consumes you
We had it all to rejoice.
But sometimes it is more than what we see
.. All about our choice.

An inch shorter of that A-line dress
And that displeased your moral and knack..
.. Was it really another wrong?
Yet I decided to cut you some slack.

What was it about you..
That always kept me thinking..
But little did you know, however
Your charade was only getting my trust sinking.

My first sip of vodka shots
And anguish reflected in your eyes
The guilt.. I did have in me..
And I even paid the price.

And then came the time
When reality dawned with light
The truth wasn't afar any more
And this time its clear and right.

Descried and disclosed..
..A new book of revelations came to surface..
How could I not see it all this time
This disguise..and your true face?

Your anger for my vodka shot..
When you had already done it merrily before
Yet you admonished me my dear
Blaming me, all from the core.

His hand on my shoulder..
It got the worst out of you
..When you were already kissing 'her'
.. Is that your virtue?

Taking my hand..
You cut that cake
Brushing those lips against mine
How could one tell..that your everything was fake.

"No one else matters.. Its just You"
Just for once darling,
I wish I knew you said the same to others too.

Unaware of the truth.

A future we always delved in
Years with the unknown..
The clock of despair still ticking.

I remained oblivious
And so did she.
But 'guilty' still ain't thy middle name
Abusing the truth is your new spree.

To me, you said she forced you
And the other way round to her.
Humane, is not the word for you
For its meaning is too deep for you to decipher.

But lies are lies..
And truth is truth.
You can be ruthless..
But the supreme has some ruth.

Your lies caught and acts known,
The "god image" is far beyond your reach.
Isn't it something I always told you?
.. To practice, what you preach.

And now with your wanderlust..
You are bound to start over
But your sins are registered, my love
No matter your pretence of being sober.

So run..
Run, as fast as you can
But who will save you on the judgement day?
You shall be rebuked into nothingness, cruel man!

Yet if you think the camouflage will shield your inhumanity,
Saving you from Karma's radar..
Just remember,
Destiny will always find you,
Wherever you are.